I am lost in the ocean,
full with fake people,
with the way they act like they cared for you,
but in reality they don't,
somehow i fall easily for the bullshit promises,
birthday was never fun for me,
i miss blowing the candle on top of the birthday cake,
in fact i miss being happy,
i try hard to pleased everyone,
but never expect that i am played this way,
celebrating birthday alone was like a routine for me now,
maybe i am destined to be alone forever,
it is like a curse,
curse of a demon inside of me.
Happy 23rd Birthday to me.